past things from my palm

2/10/02

10:14am
its been a long time since i've written.
that maybe because ive been busy or didnt feel like it or just didnt care.....

but now here i am, sad...lost confused and pissed off...at myself for feeling the previous.

Stacy and I really seem to hit it off...but she has somethings she has to work out. i know that im constantly getting too close way too freakin fast, but this time i feel like its totally justifiable.

she is everything that i have ever wanted......she is so like me.

i have issues that i seriously need to work out...i have this major knot in my stomach and i just dont know how to cope....i feel myself falling in love with someone that maybe i shouldnt...way too soon. shes just so great.....i miss her every second im away....she says she cares...but i fear what she actually feels.....well she is moving out...maybe next week this will totally change for us..i hope she means a lot to me.

i need to get past these issues that plauge me.....illl be happy then...

we can be happy together. the worse thing is i have no one to talk to about it.....