Tuesday, April 29, 2003
8/9/01
10:47am
well, its been a good day considering.
i just hung up with melissa and i woory about her, but it makes me realize that i can do whatever i want. and since im where i am im pretty lucky. she constatly tosses away every opportunity she has, she doesnt care about herself at all, or her future.
"borrowing" her mom's credit card and charging $1000 in Alcohol...what has happened to that girl? that is so fucked up.i really worry about her, but what can i do i put 2 years of my life into trying to help her and i just get walked on. i care but just enough that ill listen but it doesnt bring me down. iguess i can say that i love her....but im not "in" love with her. there is nothing that i can do to help her, except listen. but does that even help at all? i always listened and it did nothing. oh well.
10:47am
well, its been a good day considering.
i just hung up with melissa and i woory about her, but it makes me realize that i can do whatever i want. and since im where i am im pretty lucky. she constatly tosses away every opportunity she has, she doesnt care about herself at all, or her future.
"borrowing" her mom's credit card and charging $1000 in Alcohol...what has happened to that girl? that is so fucked up.i really worry about her, but what can i do i put 2 years of my life into trying to help her and i just get walked on. i care but just enough that ill listen but it doesnt bring me down. iguess i can say that i love her....but im not "in" love with her. there is nothing that i can do to help her, except listen. but does that even help at all? i always listened and it did nothing. oh well.
